complicated.

Why does everything in life have a catch?

I've recently needed my friends more than I have in a long time and it almost always ends up with texting Becca for hours. I'm so glad I have her in my life. I just got off the phone with Sam Brown, I'm also really lucky to have her. They've become my best friends, and no one really understands what's going on with me better than they do. So i really just want to say thank you to them.


So, i figured I'd update with trips...
I still havent really updated anywhere with ALL the manwhore shows.
I have one date up on myspace. and I went to like 10+.
I also have more emery dates to put up.


Tulsa:
Waited all monday for my girls.
Drove all through the night.
Got to the venue (drunk... yikes)
Found the back enterance to put up fearless stuff
Saw josh. He was feeling better but was still busy as a bee.
Saw alex. He didn't have a sharpie.
Saw cabby. I told him we had to find my friends and he told me to find him as soon as i was done.
Saw brooks. He was well brooksie.
Put up posters.
Vic was really happy to see me.
Came back to find cab, and jake and alex were getting ready to work out.
Went inside.
Talked to firends.
Saw alex again. he kind of just hung out by us, but didnt say anything?
Watched ptv.
Watched mayday.
Bathroom girls' meeting.
Talked to Josh.
Talked to Vic. <3
Derek and i talked for awhile.
Started yelling contest for Becca.
He was trying really hard to text t rock. But he was REALLY concentrating, REALLY hard. He made everyone shut up, and some girls got mad and left.
Talked to everyone else.
C O D.
Security Guard became our friend.
Camera mess.
I'll post the video derek made later.

St Louis:
Got there way too early.
Saw ptv and canadians.
Met some kids.
Got admission passes.
Watched the show.
Talked to alex. He was being really weird the whole night.
But he did invite me to meet his gf. She's the only gf i haven't met. But he wants me to go to Philadelphia? I dont think he realizes how far Pennsylvania is from Missouri...
Derek apologized for being obnoxious and calling me names the night before.
Josh really wanted us to go to the strip club with him. He was like "lets go lets go." All night. With a huge smile on his face. Sick.
But we didn't have dollars for cover. Dumb.
And derek and alex who weren't going, but wanted to play C O D, and I had some friends with me, so after hanging around in the cold we went out to eat, they went to go play C O D.

probably the strangest two shows ever.