i dont even know why i write in here.

i dont even know why i write in here. i am seriously the least interesting person on the planet.
the last two nights have been perfect. i've realized that my sister is probably the most solid best friend and its really comforting to know i will always have her in my life.

last night when she got off work we drove around and stopped by taco bell. then we drove my the church over by sam's house that always has the CUTEST messages in the sign thing. this one only said "Are you on the way?" but in the past it's said "love is alive" and other things cute like that. but when we turned around in the parking lot, we saw the cutest couple holding hands and walking in downtown ofallon. it was precious. just those two things, are just the type of things that really always give you hope when you need it.

i've been listening to the morning light, and 90s pop bands. thats really it. i've been watching re-runs of what i like about you and 8 simple rules, and the office and of course george lopez.
i, also, all of a sudden got a really bad head cold like yesterday or something i dont know if it's just sinuses or a real cold. it's hard to tell in spring. i've spent the day in and out of bed. it sucks so bad.

i want a really great night out with some friends, so i'm looking forward to this week. my sister is considering going to the show wednesday and im really excited someone in my family is taking an interest in the life i lead. i am also really excited to see becca, and maybe sam brown? i dont know. but i hope this week is pretty sweet. i'm really loooking forward to it. Plus my st louie ladies will be there!

i would love to go to bamboozle this year. like i've wanted to the past 3 years, and i things just arent looking up. i would love to see kelli thoguh, and all the boys with becca and sam. plus chrissy, sammi, and laura will all be there. so many people i love/miss. they wont all be taking the stage, but they'll be there all the same.

overall, my main points are:

i'm boring.
i want to have a good time this week.
i really want to go to bamboozle but it's not looking good.
i have a pretty strong and well-rounded random mood of optimisim and hope. (its really nice.)