i've done nothing fun all day. and i just hurt all over but mainly my chest and like my rib area. it sucks so bad. and i just wanted to be in columbus today. but i was sitting here, wishing i was there, or really anywhere tonight, because well i just didnt want to be here and alone.
so then becca started calling me. and i got worried because i thought it was about what we were texting about just a little bit before, so i'm expecting an upset bumble bee on the line... and dont worry, i pick it up and it's jack. so he says hi, and then asks me like 20 questions really fast about how i'm feeling and if i'm ok and what happened. it wasnt a long conversation, but it was mostly just him being concerned. not that he probably didnt already talk to bee to know that i'm ok. so he tells me he wishes he was there and he still loves me and ends with a peace out girlfriend.
that was almost the highlight of my day. the real highlight was probably josie. eventhough i just want her to be ok, and i'm worried about her. i am glad i met that girl. i wish i had more friends like her, and i wish i was closer to her, but most of all i wish that she knew that she deserves more than me, and she's got an even greater heart. i just hope she knows that.
the low point of the day; this pain in my chest i seriously think i broke my chest plate or colar bone or something. i had to of. this shouldnt hurt so bad. everytime i breathe it hurts. so i've been taking shallow breathes and it's seriously leaving me so light headed, and my head already hurts, i cant move my face muscles without the bruise on my forehead hurting so bad, i cant blink without the bruise hurting. i cant breathe, i cant move, i cant yawn, i cant swallow without being in pain.
i hope that tomorrow is better.
but i'm really lucky for the people in my life.
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