we all need a reason to believe.

its funny how one minute you can be laughing, singing, dancing, smiling, happy.
and then you feel so empty, and you're sitting in a room crying by yourself.
and you have absolutely no reason to.
yep. that/this is my life.

do you remember last year when hit the lights and valencia were on tour? i was just looking through those pictures to find the one from st louis with george smiling real big to send to sammi. because it's so cute. that week was so wonderful.
and i love doing weeks like those.
even when it turns into jack talking me into three weeks...

but i'm starting to think that maybe this is all getting me no where.
maybe all of what i'm doing is really just irresponsible.
maybe i should settle for doing things i should, instead of what i want.

i dont know what to do anymore.
what am i supposed to do?



at the end of the day,
we all need a reason to believe...
she said, love can take you anywhere you want.