Friday, May 2, 2008

giving up.

why do i have friends yet i'm always miserable?


i feel like a huge burden for everyone around me.
i feel like i'm completely incapable of being happy.
and when i turn to my friends, it's like they just could care less.
i feel like i'm not living up to who you want me to be.
or worse, what you think i am.


i'm terribly flawed, and overwhelmingly alone.
i get that i'm not good enough.
i knew it all along.
i just hoped it would hit me this hard.

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