Tuesday, July 29, 2008

heres "the plan"

ive been gone for two weeks, came back, i'm leaving for three days and then my family is leaving....


basically my life is fucked right now.
i probably have to get rid of my cat tomorrow.
next week i will be moving into my mom's customer/friends' house.
my mom and my sisters are everything to me.
my mom and sister sam will be moving to phoenix this week.
my sister alex will be doing whatever.
i will be crushed, hurt, upset, broken over this whole thing.
why? because i already am.
i dont know what to do.
i've always had my family to fall back on, and now i wont have them.
mr sparkles is included in that.


but it's alright i'm staying in st louis right?
this is what i wanted?
i dont ever know what i want.
i hate this.

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