my life since september

well it's been such a roller coaster.

i am not alone in arizona anymore, and i couldn't be happier about that.

i've been trying to be better about who i let in my life, who i trust, and it's gotten to the point where i've kept secrets from friends that i should be able to trust.
tomorrow things will be right.
i have a flight t 9:49am, and i'll get to st louis at 1:43.
Dinner at Blueberry Hill will some of the greatest friends i've ever known.
I want to see and experience st louis all over again. i've taken it for granted way too much. especially when i lived there.
i want to go to the art museum and the park behind it.
i even want to go to the zoo and see if the peacocks run around in February.
I want to see all the friends and all the family I can just to see them.
Especially my family. I miss them so much.
I want to see my cousin Tony's baby boy. He just turned 1.



if you're in st louis. text me i probably want to see you.
you might want to check with erin or megan or a mutual friend to see if you have my new number. erin freaked out when she saw i had to get a 480 number.