sensible heart

you know when it's late at night, and the only people that care about you arent around at all, and you just feel so lonely that you want to cry, but you dont, and you cant because you think it's too pathetic even to feel this lonely when you're really just supposed to be sleeping but you cant go to sleep because you just cant stop thinking about it. and everyone you make an effort to reach out to is either asleep or a million miles away, and theres no possible way that you're not going to be lonely tonight? thats how i've felt for the past week. i've gotten like no sleep. and its seriously sucks so bad.